My Sexlife

My first sexual experience

Well I hope you like my try to tell about my first sexual experience. This is really what happened. Try to explain it as honest as possible, with how I felt, what I did and how i know think of it. So this was my first sexual experience. I don’t know for other people but this was so intense. I will continue this when I have some more time. I also feel a bit shy and vulnerable now as if I give so many people to such a private thing in my life. It's already almost 5 five years ago but I remember it as if it was yesterday.  I hope that you understand and respect that I won’t use any real names or places for his and my privacy. I hope you like my effort. Please send me an email at annadeepthroatexpert@yahoo.com, what you think of it. Thanks!

I think by that time that I had my first guy I was still very naïve girl. I come from a very protective family and didn’t have real sexual education. My girlfriends were not experimenting with sex, so all was quite new to me. But I was curious too at that time. We at home had internet and surfed online to learn about sex (very exciting for me by that time).

I also started chatting online by that time. I think very short after I first learned about sex I got to know a bit older guy. He was 35 by that time and we had very nice chats. He was divorced and lived in the same city as I come from. He was a teacher in a school 30 km from my hoe. I felt really understood by him and was so flattered that he was interested in me (not only sexual). After a month or so our chats got a bit wilder. He told me and learned me things about sex. I got very curious and fell in love with him. I think after 2 months we met for the first time.

It was difficult period for me by that time. My parents would never approve of me going out with an older guy. They wouldn’t approve anything with guys I think, very religious, no sex before marriage etc..

First we met one time secretly in his car and I felt so attracted to him, unbelievable ;-) We were both very excited I think. I felt so insecure. We had real intimate chats online and then youre meeting him in real life and its so different. But he really put me at ease and told me im beautiful. Really made me get in love (so easy to fall in love then). I then kissed for the first time with him. I could only think of him en he wanted me too!

We made a story up that he will teach me mathematics in weekends (my worst subject at school). My parents knew I was very bad at that too. So told them I heard about a teacher that gave mathematics lessons in weekends and that I thought that was best for me. They approved of that! I was so happy. He even came by (I was soooo nervous) our home to meet my parents and tell about the lessons he gave. During that time we also chatted, much on sex and how I love to kiss him. Well in the end I Learned very other lessons than my parents thought.

On Sundays we always met at his place. I can remember I was so excited the first time this was somewhere in may in 2001. We had just kissed the week before and he met my parents. What a week. I was shaking when I rang his door. First thing he said you look beautiful! I was flattered again. I have never been a really popular girl and guys from my class were always chasing other girls. And now a really attractive older man liked me. Seventh heaven. He really put me at ease and we instantly kissed. He said he longed to see me too! We drank some tea and kissed more (no mathemetics for me lol).

He stroked me and was very gentle with me. He knew I was a virgin. He stroked my body and I could feel myself get so wet. He told me to wear a skirt so he felt under my skirt. I remember I really shivered the moment he touched my panties. So intense. I was ashamed I was so wet. He just told me he loved that and that he waited for this a long time. We kissed more. And he removed my panties sitting in his living room. He stroked my pussy. It felt so nice. It took him I think 2 minutes to make me cum. I felt so great! What an experience. Sitting with a man on his sofa. I haven’t seen him more than 2 hours in my whole life(the chats made me feel relaxed with him, I felt I knew him). But felt so relaxed with him. SO I was in his house for the first time and I was sitting on his sofa without panties and my skirt up and just came in a fabulous way. I didn’t know what was happening to me. He said again he really loved me this way. Then I started crying I remember. Don’t know really why, I think it was the tension and that I felt bad about what I just did. He really put me at ease. Told me “how can a thing be bad that gives you so much pleasure” I still think that’s right. He hugged me and let me cry for 5 minutes.

That released the tension for me a bit too. I felt like I could really trust him. Felt so out of the world. The things that happened to me that period, so intense. Then I wanted to get my panties again and he said that was not necessary. That I shouldn’t feel bad naked around him. He said he even liked me that way more than he did. It felt strange but good. We kissed again and kissed more. I felt so good in his arms, in love. I felt myself get horny again and wet. This was unbelievable. Then he went in front of the sofa on his knees. Slowly licking my legs reaching for my pussy. It was such a sexy sight. I was tense but very horny. When he touched my lips with his mouth I felt this shiver again. It was so sexy. He gave me so much pleasure. He licked my lips and licked my clit. So nice. (I had seen some pics of it online but didn’t know it felt so good). I felt away from the world forget about everything. On the moment I came I felt like my whole body crashed. What a nice feeling. I felt climax on climax and didn’t know how long it was that he licked me. I couldn’t think anymore. He came up form my legs and said he loved me. I melted.. He kissed me and I tasted my own juices. Wow. He asked me if I wanted to see his penis. I didn’t know what to say got very red head. I had never seen a real mans penis before. Maybe a few times online but never in real life. (well my brothers lol but he was 5 then or so) I dint know what to expect. He said don’t worry I know youre a virgin and I’ll be gentle with you and learn you all. So he  said “open my belt” I was shaking bit while I did that. I could see his penis through his pants. Was a bit scared. He seemed so big. Then I opened his zipper in a trance and his dick sprang free through his boxer shorts. I was scared, excited and found it so sexy. He said I did it really well. He was so big. I was never a really big girl. My growth spurt came quite late and on my 16^th I think I still was 148cm or so and weighing maybe 45 kg. I was really abit shocked when I saw his dick. I didn’t know what to do. I would have run away out of shame. Why would he want me and not another girl that knows what to do. He said “touch it, feel it” when I’m hard it’s a compliment it means I really like you. You can feel good you’re great. I needed that (damn I was so insecure). I just did what he said. Touch, stroke, pull. Then he said I should lick it, that guys really like that. I did that. His dick smelled so sexy. Smell of sex. I licked over his shaft like he told. (I really didn’t know what I was doing) licked the head. Then he said “go on your knees between my knees that’s a better position, he still sat on the sofa. He stood up and removed his pants, boxer, shoes and socks. I felt so small now. Sitting on my knees, him standing up. His dick seemed even bigger now. He said “hold it and lick the head” I did that. “lick my balls” “suck in my balls” “jerk my dick” I just did what he said. I really didn’t know if that was nasty by then. I knew nothing of sex, only the stuff I learned at biology.. He said take the head in your mouth. I did that. I felt my whole mouth was full. But I got wet again too. I was touching his balls, jerking his dick, with the head in my mouth. Then he said go deeper. I said I couldn’t go because I choked then. He said that good girls take it all the way in. I said that’s not possible. He told me all his exes could do that. I just gave it a try, without anu success ofcourse. But he complimented me that it felt really nice. That he loved that I did that. I was really wet by then. He started to move his hips more. He was so powerfull. He pushed me off his dick and said open your mouth and lick the tip. Then he started jerking himself off in while I licked the tip. I really didn’t know what was going on. I heard a guy could come and stuff came out of a penis. But didn’t know it looked so intense him standing me on my knees licking the tip of his big dick damn. He said he was about to come. That he loved me to be such a nasty girl. He said: Open your mouth very wide. I want to spurt in your mouth. He shaked his hips and then he came. He pushed the tip in my mouth. I was afraid on what was to happen. Such a big man shake so hard. Then he came. I saw him spurt DAMN then he pushed his dick between my lips to spurt all in my mouth. I felt it with power to the back of my throat. I could smell him and taste him. DAMN so intense! Such an intense smell. I didn’t know if I liked or hated it. What was going on.. When he was finished he said: show me, I showed him my filled mouth. He said: I love you, you look so great and kissed my forehead. The he said: Now close your mouth and taste my cum, gargle it around your mouth to really taste it. Girls really love this, I know you do too. While I did that he touched my pussy and felt my clit. I was so wet. After 30 seconds he said swallow it. I did what he said. He said: “did you like it?” I just didn’t know what to say I was so horny and said yes I liked it. He kissed me on my mouth and said he loved me. I melted.